Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 2:50 PM
study hard.
study smart.
counting down to 12,15,20,27
i know i am not prepared this time round.
i am not as hardworking as before, which i really don't know why either.
maybe its the holiday, as well as not in the mood to study is seriously affecting me.
:(
and i hated someone more than ever. oh, whatever.but still.
jiayou everyone! :)
including me.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 9:42 AM
thanks for the tags.
thanks for the sms-es.
nvm if you don't know what i am typing, or whats wrong.
because
i feel 100x better.
seriously, its nothing bad to feel about.
i should feel happy about it, ain't it?
:)
i shouldn't have been so short-minded, since afterall in the first place, i am the one who have to say sorry.
thanks everyone.
lets study hard! :)
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 2:59 PM
i thought i am going to die this morning.
my head hurts, my stomach hurts while on the way back home just now.
but i still feel no energy.
why oh why?
once something was said, will just make my whole heart drop.
and cried.
do you know that?
shit things happen all the time i suppose.
and somehow i just hope i am still in my dreamland.
and still hanging on to the
lil dream.
but somehow, its all shattered and i am always awake with my cheeks wet.
and tears flowing out.
and only when morning came, everything is back to normal.
like nothing have happen before.
i need to get my mind out of everything.
if not its seriously disturbing me from studying which is more important than anything else now!(when and yes, there's still a lot to be touched on).
i hope i will be fine soon. *pray for me*
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 9:31 AM
i cried for 5 mins in NR7 last night.
but i also don't know why.
i can't find a job.
i am so afraid of exams.
i can't seem to finish everything.
and the list of worries just go on and on and on without stopping.
sigh.
maybe i shouldn't worry so much ain't it?
going out soon, then coming home to study again!
bye!
Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 6:56 PM
S-T-R-E-S-Si haven't really studied like my full 100%.
i seriously regret didn't book as much slots as i want in June.
arghhh.
suddenly life is so meaningless.only miracles will save me now.come on, lets pray for some miracles to happen.only when time is running out, then i know i am dead this time! :(
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 9:36 AM
from young, we have been compared.
and seriously, i dislike to be compared.
indeed, it bring competition but unnecessary stress at the same time.
why do people do well despite not studying.
while some study hard and end up missing the passing mark.
why oh why?
STUDY HARD EVERYONE! including ME!let me get all 50 plus marks, i will be glad and happy! just please!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 1:30 PM
the drilling and hacking on the 10th floor now just reminds me of the time when i was in poly year 1.2 that time, when they were upgrading the lift, every morning 8am without fail, they will just hack, drill, hack, drill. oh my god, insane. imagine being disturb by the noise.
SOUND POLLUTION! haha
one more day to ta han their drilling.
and out i go to mcDonald/LIB and study now!
bye
and dieee lah, i can't book any more slots lor. =(
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 6:27 PM
=(
disappointed.100%.
i want to break away from this world, friends and whoever and whatsoever.
i want to be alone!
for now.
how i wish i could be alone in an empty island.
seriously, i get affected 100% easily.
i see things differently, i think.
maybe i shouldn't be so ____, i should be _____ instead, am i right?
but don't ask me why i am not ____ yet, or whatsoever.
because i really don't know how to answer.
i dislike everyone on this earth.
i dislike all _____ on this earth.
i hate everything.
seriously. . .
=( =( =(
edited:
<<可不可以爱我>> 卢学睿
为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞 为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 10:26 PM
i cried and used almost two packets of tissue while watching on Youtube, Britain got talent with regards to Susan Boyle performance, and i just can't stop repeating the same video over and over again, and can't stop my tears from falling either.
why?
maybe i just don't understand myself either.
:(
maybe i shouldn't just be so contented with what i have, i want more, and maybe i could do it.
3 more or 3 more and a lil more weeks to go.
jiayou everyone!
@ 8:05 PM
i am seriously 100% freaking unprepared.
super stress to the maximum now.
nothing goes into my head.
nothing at all.
how, help, what should i do?!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
for once, i straighten out my thoughts.
if i given the chance to choose again, i would have choose the right path which i wanted.
but i didnt' regret at all for now.
for once, i still think life is beautiful! :)
Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 10:30 AM
梁文音-<<我不是你想像那么勇敢>>
有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处
你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽
每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢多想让你保护能流泪一场让我放下武装 像个孩子一样单纯的把爱情放在你心上每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站
我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像总是扮演坚强多想让你知道我也要个伴放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样单纯的把爱情放在你心上我不是你想像的那麽勇敢
going east coast park later! :)
school tomorrow and on Sunday.
Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 8:54 AM
i silently wish and pray for more time.
i silently wish time will just stop for now.
i silently wish that time would turn back.
i silently wish that my besties would be fine soon(don't worry, you will find the next best one soon!)
i silently wish that all couples in the world would stay as sweet as what they are now, and not upsetting one another in one another way(and that ponders whats wrong with some of my friends this few days)
i silently wish that i got all the professor brains and all so i can score in exams.
i silently wish that i got the information needed for exams.
i silently wish that end of May quickly come.
i silently wish that i can get what i want.
and so i silently wish that
all i ever wanted is you. where are the you?
Sunday, April 05, 2009 @ 10:14 PM
life is dull, and yet full of surprises at times.
colors, where are you?
and only when you lose something, the importance of cherishing is so much stronger.
Saturday, April 04, 2009 @ 10:46 PM
the only way to forget about something is to drown yourself in misery?
bad news do come.
brave yourself for it.
@ 9:11 PM
my sister got into Ngee Ann Poly Accountancy (the course and school i want to get in after my O levels that time). arghhhh.
okay, whatever!
on a sidenote: tomorrow got school
and next week will be a hectic week.
losing motivation and focus.
i am freaking unprepared this time! :(
Wednesday, April 01, 2009 @ 7:54 AM
其实，只有你自己能了解你自己。
没有失去过，也不能算难过。
也只有失去过的，才能体会到难过的滋味。
或许，我没办法去想象你现在的心情。
但我知道，时间或许能让你快乐一点。
its April already and April fool today!
study study study.
need motivation.
and no raining tomorrow, please!
Friday starts all revision class.
